RaiNyDaY

Winter Holiday

2011-01-28T16:20:00.003+01:00

3rd of February's flight, reaching KLIA late noon on the 4th.. until 3rd of March.

Give me another week and I'll be home.. HOME ~~!!!

Background Pictures..

2010-10-25T16:45:00.008+02:00

Upgrade a few pictures here.. in case I want to change to any of them anytime..

to be continue..

lesson

2010-05-25T07:46:00.002+02:00

too many failures from the past taught me, if I fail again this time... !!!

things are supposed to be this way, aren't they ?

...then just... smile :)

曾经。。。

2010-05-03T22:27:00.003+02:00

有过那么一个下午，不是很记得了，我被爸爸打。用藤条用力地打。
哥哥也被打，妹妹也被打。我哭了。哥哥好像也哭了。妹妹当然也哭了……
当时，是五岁吗，还是六岁？为什么？我忘了。。。只记得，那是第一次被父亲打，也是唯一的一次。

有过那么一刻，我对自己的成绩感到那么骄傲。小三年末。在课室里，老师她让我说说当时的感受。十个人轮流说了几句话，都是考中PTS的……话毕，她告诉所有同学，大家都说漏了两个字。那一刻我是多么地惭愧！两个字，我不能忘更不会忘。是“感恩”……

有过那么一秒，我止不住眼泪！小六检定考试成绩揭晓的那一天，看到成绩的那一秒。为什么？为什么哭？哭了又能怎样？那一个B会被哭成A吗？唉。。。事后我告诉自己，只有无能的人才会为成绩而哭。为了考试成绩，我没有再哭过。（考不好都是因为打太多Game啦……）

有过那么一天，本来想和同学们开开玩笑。历史老师给了备考的范围，让一人传给大家。传到我手里，抄完了，就让另一个朋友收着。当时还蛮慎重地告诉她说，要收好，别让人发现我们俩作弊！结果，下课完回到班上，竟然出事……好内疚好内疚。对不起，妳，真的很对不起！算起来我也是从那一天起改变了原则。有所不为。有所为。

有过那么一晚，和他谈得好夜好夜。巡查员训练营里，灯都不知道关到哪里了，还有同房那几位循规蹈矩的朋友是在听着吧，是吧。。两个调皮胡闹好奇的小弟弟（还是打了架才是朋友的那种），半夜不睡觉还能说些什么？今天会有人讲我是淫虫，都怪那晚吧。。哈哈！不过还好，这证明了我不是gay的……

有过那么一次，好恨，我好恨，真的好恨。也是半夜，都说了是叙旧告别！吵什么吵？真岂有此理~！所指的，当然不是你，是他们。能让我这么提心吊胆甚至情绪失控睡眠失调的，这也是第一次。头脑说了的，没事，但心就是安不了。哈哈，那感觉，还真够爽。

也有过那么一阵，有快两个月吧。中四还是中三假期，我几乎天天都约了人玩maple。也不多，就她一个。首先开电脑，去冲杯热饮，再来开mic，然后才开game。那会是凌晨四点左右。可以理解为什么今天的我不用闹钟都能够比别人早醒？能在这两个月里陪我度过那么多个凌晨，这，我会记着的。她是我同龄的表，就大几个月。听起来，maple还不错吧?五颗星^^

有问过一个同班女同学，女生什么时候起开始思春？得到的答案，十五岁左右吧。当时的我没想那么多，整天都在作弄那些“小姐姐”，就是大过你的小妹妹。也没有想到过，我也有想人的时候：）或许，像某某所说的，一个人生活在外，晚上会比较寂寞吧……

有过这种幻想。也许有一天我会出国留学。日本好像不错。也许就这么巧同班里还有个超漂亮的美女。日本妹还真的是不错。也许真的就是这么巧，我就是这么幸运会坐在她旁边，然后和她。。。做好朋友。哈哈，幻想嘛。我没有想过我会得出国留学奖学金。更没有想过第一次坐飞机，就是来德国！（第二次就是西班牙了^^）日本妹是没有啦，不过金发碧眼的，这里也不少。回想起来，还真似一场梦。

问，今夜，梦又如何？

Haha.

2010-05-02T22:20:00.008+02:00

想-8-2-27-24-13-想

我-11-27-我

的-10-2-的

话-16-18-2-话

就-9-25-10-就

勇-25-10-10-6-勇

敢-10-26-10-敢

地-20-8-地

说-15-2-6-2-说

出-9-10-10-出

口-15-27-15-口

吧-10-19-吧

!!!

sparks

2010-04-27T08:31:00.005+02:00

firework is gorgeous...
But fire'works' only when ignited, here you need a fire...
XD~

烦。

2010-04-13T23:06:00.008+02:00

choices are painful. You don't know what or where your choice leads you to, and the outcomes.
what more painful is, you can't chose.
what most painful is, you can't chose what you want (_ __lll) Damn it.

I wished to take nanotechnology in a university. Any other ideas, anyone?
what a sigh... a choice that you can't chose. Just, sigh~

I asked somebody before, if you got a task to do and know for sure that you are able to fulfill it, will you still aim higher? Or just satisfy by simply fulfilling target?
It made me feel good to have been able to hear you... at least I know what I want to do.

须知梦想绝对不是梦。
在梦境里，什么事都能成。
但梦想不是。

当坚持变成梦想，还有梦。
有梦一场。多好！

write something...

2010-03-31T21:17:00.002+02:00

something.

Indirectly...

2010-03-21T04:53:00.005+01:00

19-19-9-21

15-25-13

3-15

15-9

8-15-21-19

2010-03-16T06:12:00.002+01:00

Let's not waste the chances.

16.3.2010 6.12am. Good morning everyone~

testing 1

2010-03-06T10:48:00.000+01:00

welcome to WeiXin's facebook profile

A Change in Phase of This Blog.

2009-11-22T15:25:00.001+01:00

Weee~~ No more an academic blog! (No more excuses for lacking of posts)

Maybe I should write something here when I have a story and the mood... Perhaps once in a blue moon...

Currently busy with NOTHING~! I am too lazy to have something now... Lazy.

Okay, that's all for today and for now. Til then, Ciao :)

2009-09-24T14:56:00.000+02:00

不求无忧
但求与妳分忧

Hmm...

2009-08-23T13:09:00.000+02:00

something is not right,
but I remain silent.

no right words to use,
no right one to express.

but I did tell, to myself,
and asked, why happened.
and I answered, you are tired.

I have no clue.
Physic test is tomorrow, and I have no clue.
Shall I work for it?
OR shall I not?

I guess I will.
waiting for time to pass by.
waiting for time to come.
As for now, I am just
too tired. TIRED.

Tears

2009-05-24T16:41:00.000+02:00

Various reasons make a person to have a soft nature. And for some kinds, crying is no doubt an extreme artifice. Yes, crying.
[from wikipedia]Crying: commonly refers to the act of shedding tears as a response to an emotional state in humans.
Let me give some examples.
First.
she : ... you might not believe, I am crying.
x : Don't CRY ! ... Why you cry ?
she : song is sad, and story is sad ...
Second.
she : ... I cried under many circumstances before.
x : but how ? where you cried ? alone in the room ?
she : No aa.. Sometimes in public.
x : WAAAA. Then who console you?
she : got aa.. Sometimes is classmates lor ...
x : ... WHY didn't I see you cry in front of me before ...
Third.
she : ... I have cried a few times ...
x : what ???? WHEN ?
she : .. I counln't cry freely in public, so I went back to my room and cried ...
Fourth.
she [cried]
x : don't cry liao.. !@#$%
she : don't talk liao la ..
...
she : don't console me when I am crying, I will cry even harder.
x : ...

Under any circumstances, these she[s] are all adorable. I was thinking sometimes. Is it because girls cry more that they are "adorable"? And guys cry less, so they are not "adorable"?
What I don't understand is, do these girls ever realise that, their tenderness might be hard some times? Women's extreme weapon is not gun but tears.
It always made me deep into thoughts, and got lost somewhere... Why.. Why CRY..
And, the most important thing is, should I not giving you some comfort ? Why shouldn't I ?

why women have more tears

2009-05-21T13:32:00.000+02:00

First, let me make some assumptions and analysis. About women's habit~~~
Many women tend to think pessimistically about their body weight, one said :"girls always think that they are fat, no?" Though this statement is not applicable for Jaevon *no offence ^^*, I can see that many girls are on diet almost everyday... 2 out of the only 4 in my class, so it is about 50%. And the remaining two are ~.~ Okay now, let's assume that the girls are strong-willed in maintaining their diet plan. Hence, they need for sure nutrients and nourishments in some other form (rice = energy in terms of high calorie), say water.

Next, it is believed that males move more than females. Both voluntary and involuntary movements. For example, guys normally wink more and whistle more. Besides, we know that there are more sportmen than sportwomen, which tell us that, physically, girls are less active. As for involuntary action, we can measure in terms of heartbeat (more heartbeat means more heat). Guys' heartbeat will be faster when seeing ladies, compared to ladies' when seeing guys. This is what the stereotype looks like, as we always say "guys go for girls" and not "girls go for guys". And now, we say that the statement "males move more than female" is also true, and with this we can try to solve the ambiguity F3. Given that combustion produces heat and H2O, and human body remove water as well as heat in the form of "sweat", apart from urine. Therefore, we can deduce (also based on observational results) that girls SWEAT less ^^. The inference here is, girls got more water content in their body at all time.

Then we bring in Newton's 3rd Law of Motion : Action and Reaction. When you drink water, you need to find some ways to let the water out. So, the more you drink, the more you have to repel. The water repelling system in our body has, under normal circumstances, relatively high efficiency, which means the rate of water entering our body equals to the rate of water leaving. This is true for most people, except for some. As stated above, some women have more water content in their body at all time compared to men.. Hence, an unseen force is there. The more water content one has in the body, the greater this force will be. Somehow, this force is similar to the centripetal force we have newly learned, as it presents only when being supplied by other force. Here, the so called "water" force are applied only when there exists stimulus (other force). Or put it simple, women cry when being triggered by some things. Object (she) being tied with a string (connection?) to about a reference point (origin of stress/worries, namely causes), the greater the tension (tension), the greater the force (tears), and hence, the greater the acceleration (rate of water flow?). LOL.

Lastly, as a conclusion, I want to apologize to these women. I know that there are some other so-called biological factors when one cries, about which I don't understand, and yet crapped a whole paragraph. And, more importantly, to the 4 lovely classmates of mine ~.~ you know what I mean. Haha.

summer camp

2009-05-16T17:19:00.000+02:00

During the Labour's Day I joined the summer camp organised by OUR Club. For me, there is nothing remarkable, though there were some faces and "faeces". Yes, I haven't been before with many of these faces under no other circumstances but study. Just simply link to any other participants to get to know the so called "exciting" or "memorable" parts. There are just too much, so let me think of some flaws. ^^

Physical activity comes first. Perhaps many of them will agree with me, that the "fox" thing is not at all fun. Not to mention the waiting to be fox-ed. 100 men ~ 4 hours. I hate waiting. What's more, we are not permitted to RUN nor JUMP !!! The speed of the pulley going down the rope, I guess a 17 year old child can do better. Then was the "blind night". We were given a thin piece of black cloth each to cover the eyes. Cheating means that you blind folded your eyes but still can see, by looking directly to the front or towards down. Here, assume that each person's fold is 10cm in width. Without folding the cloth at least twice(3layers), I can see through the cover. But if you fold the 10cm more than once, you can for sure look through the small opening due to your nose(there would be none of such opening if your nose is totally flat). Someone said I was cheating, as I didn't fold the cloth even once. What for? As if everyone is still so young to not to know what came next. However, there was rain. Any wet black cloth is not permeable by eyesight, and so there was no way for me to "cheat". Clearly, those folded their black cloth benefited, as they can still look downwards. Haha.

Next is the purpose of this camp (no offence towards anyone). There were a few "statements" being delivered to students before the departure. 1st: this camp gives motivation to make sure all students fullfil JPA's target. Is this not funny? 2nd: this camp can recharge your battery. Is this not irony? 3rd: this camp can relieve you from the workload and make you relax. What? Hmm, let me make an assumption. IF, if we used that 3days to do nothing(relax) or perhaps try to reduce the workload a little bit, will it not be better?

In conclusion, this camp is no doubt a nice one. The explorace, the "swimming" pool?, jungle trekking and leeches, and so on and so forth. Haha, if we would have another one for the same price, I will sign up.

back.

2009-05-16T15:51:00.000+02:00

WOW!!! It seems like I have neglected this blog for a long time. How comes??
There should be some reasons, but, lately, I find that I am always too busy with NOTHING. LoL. Take these 3 days as example. Friday(no class), Saturday, and Sunday. To tell the truth, my thoughts had been filled with things that I would have done, in the morning of the first day, until I got so excited that the morning was wasted. Okay now, after 2 full days (I swear I didn't touch dota or maple), OF COURSE I have had some things done ! I "owed" all the lecturers, more or less, some so-called HouseGarbage(Haus-auf-ga-ben = homework in German), and I managed to finish a shit of physics exercise. A piece of shit. Not only that, I also paid back all the debts to MissKong as well. For this I have got no choice, she told us that she wished "homework" for her TeachersDay's present. And the rest is to be continued.... Not to be forgotten for tomorrow is the persuasive speech, the usual German homework. So, here is my conclusion: 3 days is again in vain. [2 full days for NOthing and 1 day for EVERYthing?]

Haha. Introduction a bit too long, but nevermind. Here comes the main point: I have phobia. My English is so poor... Another example. I just got back one of the German test paper. One part of the test is to be answered in English, and for one of the text, I got 13 out of 15. FrauTan wrote this in there: -2 for poor English. PUKE BLOOD ARGH!!!! I really wonder, is it due to the below average of my level of English, that I don't want to blog regularly even knowing that it might help? Though the statement that blogging improve English is highly controversial, there is really a lack of motivation within me. To blog. Both MissChan and FrauTan had given me suggestions (or I shall call it warnings), not once, that English is the most important subject among all six and I should give more effort in it. I know it myself as well, but, could I? All that I can say is, I will try my best to try.

Another post for excuse. Since I became a blogger from 31st of January, this is the 3rd. ^^

craziness

2009-03-27T01:42:00.000+01:00

Asiasoft's prepaid card rate: 10,000 acash - RM 24.00 / SGD 10.20
^^ I AM ELATED !!!!

36 HOURS

2009-03-23T23:00:00.000+01:00

Has anyone here tried before, on a normal day, to be awake for 24hours? Or more?

I couldn't recall any experiences, except during some celebration or vacation, where I slept but at the same time was alert towards the surrounding. Yet, today will be another page in my Guinness Record Book. Like a stupid I am now, sitting here, awake, don't know what shall I do...

5am. This is the time I woke up yesterday. After doing some homework, I went to college. Yesterday was Monday. 9-11am is Physics class, 11.30-1.30 German, and 2-4pm ApplicableMaths. I went to the computer lab after 4 for about 10minutes before walking back to hostel...

Supposedly after the afternoon classes I will have a nap of around 1-2 hours, but, somehow, yesterday I couldn't make myself in peace. Why? Is it due to the assignment MsSay just gave us? Or the homework that MsKong wants to discuss with us in class later? I don't know. I have done the latter, and have searched for links and references for the former one.

Around 10pm. Time's up. I'VE TRIED MY BEST TO S L E E P ! ! ! Sigh... Here I should blame someone, keep disturb me until I can't sleep peacefully(I get disturbed everytime I close my eyes)... And the temperature in the night is so damn HIGH. Hot ar~ Around 2am I woke up again, giving up for trying to force myself to sleep. Ridiculous eh, want to sleep must use force... 1000N is on my eyelids now.. There was something going on, to about 4am. ^^ Happy Birthday to Nic!!

It's going to be 7am. Tuesday is always the pissed-off day, because the classes end at 5. NO NAP. It's already more than 24hours now... and by the end of my class today, ... I can't imagine. OMG ~

GOD BLESS ME~~~ I got a serious disorder... Damn it.

headache again..

2009-03-22T06:05:00.000+01:00

1. Prove that the product of 4 successive integers is not a perfect square.
2. Simplyfy [1+n(n+1)(n+2)(n+3)]^1/2
3. Find a 100-digits number N, with no digit 0, which is divisible by it's sum of digits.
4. Supposedly a rectangle, 5 x 13, is cut into 4 portions, namely A, B, C, and D.

Then the 4 portions are joined to become a square, 8 x 8.

Now find the area of the rectangle and the square. What?
Do note that these 2 are made up of identical pieces.
5. Given a straight line, abc, as shown. Find the ratio ac/ab, which is the same as ab/bc.
Actually, the 4th and 5th is quoted from a book, The Golden Ratio by Mario Livio. It is interesting.
I need help..

RaiNyD4Y~

2009-03-01T14:59:00.001+01:00

It is raining.. from 6pm until now, my clock shows 2159.
How tranquil it will be, in a rainyday, to stand by your window and look up to the sky, no sun, your eyes won't hurt, and you feel cold, and I feel calm.

Actually, RaiNyD4Y is one of my maple character. My favourite. MapleStory is an online game, where people are being connected in a virtual community. To know what the following mean, try and google "maplestory" and understand this game...
Here at KBU, most talk about dota, or they don't know what is an online game... =.=
I got no choice but to voice out my eagerness here ^^

My rainyday is a pure-intelligent magician, in Eridanus server, with a current level of 15x(training on the way). Bishop, with a considered-high total magic, and good stat. The only thing that can make me sit on a spot for hours is Maple. Haha. I am not naive, though.
Here is my statistics. Many people play Maple like I do, generally aged from 12-40. Those aged below 15, normally, their characters won't exceed lv70. I can achieve this in 1week, provided I got time to play. For those whose characters level exceed 140, they are aged 18-30. Old man or old woman won't spend whole day playing, so their levels will have a limit. "Cashy" characters are from those aged 20 and above.

Many adolescents play dota, and this is a matter of interest and endurance which game they choose. Maple is my motivation, rainyday is my fantasy. I got a self-satisfaction to have play this character, seeing my damage.. It's much more fun than to be a feeder.....zzz

Lastly, before going to sleep, I make a wish. Looking for someone to play maple. Haha. Well, someone told me last week that she wanted to download.. Hooray ! Visit http://www.maplesea.com/ , download : Full version for all users.

Stress... ??

2009-03-01T12:29:00.000+01:00

There are a few meanings, but here I want to talk about the noun. Physically, stress is pressure. When you press your thumb and forefinger together, you can feel it. It also means emphasis, special attention for something important.. Okay, enough, now I move on to the main part. Unseen one.

Abstractly, stress is kind of worry, indeed an extreme one, that you feel something press on you when in fact there is none. How does it feel? I don't know.. I wish to know. Will someone please be so kind, to name me an example?
Many people claim that they have stress on studying or working, but, do they really feel stress? how? Or is that simply panic and anxious?
For some people, stress is caused by incomplete love. But to me, all these are but negative thinking. Saying how you cope with stress shows no confident, complaining that you are stressed shows not giving enough effort. How can you give up when not even have tried? Perhaps, if stress really occurs on some individuals, those are with mental illness.

Positive minded attitude(PMA). I saw this once, but forgot the source. The conveyed meaning is so deep... We shall at least practise it always. Mind this, when you think positively, you won't know what stress is.

Recently I met someone, an interesting one, "... you might not believe, I am crying..." I asked why, and she said the song was sad, so she cried. I did believe her, and somehow salute. Is it that easy to cry? This is definitely not an expression of stress, or?

Overtime

2009-03-01T11:38:00.000+01:00

My blog should have 1 post by the end of January, and 5 by the end of February.
This so called "reflective journal" or "learning log" proves no effect on me, and I see no improvement on my English.. Sigh.

Today is the 1st of March, which means I owe February 3 posts, excluding the poetry in Chinese by MrSu. So tonight for me is another nightmare, blogging-marathon.
Why am I such a lazy person? No idea.. I just know one thing well. Blogging is no motivation but a force, forces my brain to turn and turn and turn, and to write down some of my "critical" thinking and opinions. HaHa. Is this stress? Well, second topic tonight is about stress.

What should then be the third?? Alright, RaiNyD4Y. I will describe this for-me-special character in full detail. Oh ya, sunrise, this phenomena is also meaningful for me.. Of course, not tonight. WeiXin is damn lazy...

Next tuesday is the first Applicable Mathematics Topic Test. Friday is Chemistry. Tomorrow is the deadline to hand in Calculus EPW-1. "..." Maybe dear CY got this right, to be a JPA scholars got its disadvantage, you won't have enough sleep.. UNLESS you can stick to books for hours, which is impossible for me. I tried before, and concluded that, my awaking-sleeping hours were in a ratio of at least 4:1, 3:1 on average. Besides, my studying-sleeping were in a ratio of 1:2, but 3:2 if including all the time I spent at KBU. Do you get it? If for a particular day I sleep for 6hours, I can only spend 3 hours studying or for assignments.. Do note that my laptop is in front of me when I am studying~

Haha, WeiXin is good at reasoning for his excuses, or? Hope this will save me from my OT. Slacking overtime~

And now I will stop for dinner. To be continue after this.

My valentine - - - - - Headache.

2009-02-13T23:13:00.000+01:00

Happy valentine's day to all~~~
Today is Saturday. By right everyone has time to go out, some more it is such a lovely day.. The sky is not bright, and my heart is now not at all open.. I AM SICK!!!

This head is going to burst. Faint. Despite all this uneasiness I still have to finish the workload. Poor guy, has to celebrate this supposedly special day with no girl.

No Joke OK! Even if I ignore all the weekend homeworks, a few things tear me apart. First things first, I have a presentation for German, next week, but so far not yet start dealing with the pronounciations. This will take me hours. Pity... And for documentary, I will skip it here, or else MissChan will say I don't have passion towards her subject assignment. (LOL! SHHHH~) After that is calculus. Oh Calculus, this 1 shit of paper with only 3 questions. Hey there~! ANYONE with the same job, CAN LEND ME YOURS AS REFERENCE??? Is there any FIRST-MINUTEer? .... Lastly, I think I will tidy up my room a bit, since I am not going home this weekend, so long didn't sweep the floor already. HaHa.

Enough for now, I better get going with German. Works are accumulated from "yesterday".. Yes, the sky is bright now.
One more thing. For ShirLing, have a save journey~ And, Welcome back to Malaysia!
For others, JIAYOU ^^ Gambateh nehx~

<念奴娇赤壁怀古> - 苏轼

2009-02-02T23:27:00.000+01:00

大江东去，浪淘尽，千古风流人物。

故垒西边，人道是，三国周郎赤壁。

乱石崩云，惊涛裂岸，卷起千堆雪；

江山如画，一时多少豪杰。

遥想公瑾当年，小乔初嫁了，

雄姿英发，羽扇纶巾，谈笑间，强虏灰飞烟灭。

故国神游，多情应笑我，早生华发。

人生如梦，一尊还酹江月。

pathetic blogger

2009-01-31T04:45:00.000+01:00

31st of January. Saturday. WeiXin has no choice but to sit here and to post up this. Well, I shall write some "excuses" for my lateness.

Lets start from the week. I made myself not in vain with respect to the term "holiday". There was a family reunion in melacca during this CNY, you know, no unattended. And a very special one indeed, around 40 of us or perhaps more, we gambled, visited waterfalls, and of course some shopping malls or new year celebrations. Everyone enjoyed. I did discover some interesting people, who were relatives of my uncle's wife(my aunt). That was during the open house celebration on Chu2(second day of CNY). An interesting girl. ^^

The stay ended 4days. When I reached home on Thursday I could do nothing. Tired!
Yesterday I called my ex-classmates, and asked if they would pay me a visit(the last CNY-visit). Ten thirty at night is the time they rang my doorbell. Meanwhile in the afternoon MapleStory accompanied me... I woke up this morning quite late, and so am I here, now. After this I will start having nightmares at night again, I guess.

Hold on. I was back at home from Centerpoint last Thursday night. You guys must be thinking, Friday and Saturday, why haven't I finish my workload?
This is because my loving brother was at home!
Not to mention that this "small" amount of works is impossible to finish in two days(according to my creeping speed).
Let me explain the relationship between my brother and my neglection of works. He studied at Penang, and only once in every two months will he be able to reach home. I miss him for long. T_T. We used to have a lot of gaming fun together. So here was it.

I can still remember, Miss Say told in class that we should know how to play Dota so that we won't have stress in our studies. Mine is a bit different, I need double the amount to unwind. Maple and Dota.

Done. Finally ~~~~~ WeiXin is a pathetic blogger. haha.